No, fuck you. I was worth it.
Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me, so I knew what Augustus was doing. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but A Sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile.
He flashed his crooked smile, then said, “I lit up like a Christmas tree, Hazel Grace. The lining of my chest, my left hip, my liver, everywhere.”
E v e r y w h e r e.
That word hung in the air awhile. We both knew what it meant.
When you’re in jail, a good friend will be trying to bail you out. A best friend will be in the cell next to you saying, ‘Damn, that was fun’.
August 15, 2014
This is a friend’s nephew. This is all the information I have right now. As updates come I will give them, but for now, I’m asking for a SIGNAL BOOST!
When you care about someone, you want them to stay.
Perhaps, the problem is not the intensity of your love, but the quality of the people you are loving.
Was it hard?” I ask.
Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn’t real.
Face reality as it is, not as it was or as you wish it to be.
Future-me as a parent
You never know what’s in a person’s heart until they’re tested, do you?
After everything that happened, how could I miss him? But I did, I did.
Nice Woman is Rejected Multiple Times. Does Not Gain Homicidal Urges.
I don’t know. I guess I just always thought your prince was here. With his empire in Manhattan.
-Serena van der Woodsen
Blair: But what about everything we’ve been through? All those beautiful vows you said in front of God and everyone. Those can’t just have stopped being true.
Louis: I didn’t write them. Dan did. And now they mean nothing to me.
Blair: But why, why would you want to be married to someone you didn’t love?
Louis: My mother told me love had nothing to do with marriage. Now I know she was right.